I want to give knitted things to people who will love them.
I want to not give knitted things to people who are supposed to love me but who really do not love knitted things.
I am considering knitting hats for the librarians who always ask me about my knitting. They saw me checking out book after book and trying to figure things out. They saw some of the failures and praised my successes.
I am hoping to do it discreetly since not all the librarians are “my librarians” and worry a little about the implementation since I am now too old to remember names of people without serious effort, so I cannot ask them to be left for specific people. (It would be hard to write on the tag, “the black haired lady who likes Japanese food” because the tags are so small.)
Lately I have been thinking about these things and have decided that I should be more generous with people I actually know (at least tangentially). Charity is usually done remotely, like afghans for Afghans or hats for soldiers or mailing a check. And there are many many charities begging on behalf of children. Sometimes it seems like charities only help children and I just cannot put any effort into that kind of thing. Not that it is bad that other people help children, but with so many people devoting all their energy to helping children, it sometimes seems like society only loves things which are “still cute” and everyone else is disposable. It did not cost these librarians monetarily to be happy for my success but it was still very generous of them not to treat me as though I did not matter.
I really should have thought of this earlier. Ah, well, New Year presents will be just as good.
